| This
is an interview with Suzanne from 1997 for the
Catalyst Magazine in Salt Lake City, Utah.
I
hope you find this informative and helpful in finding a psychic
and understanding how psychics operate.
Until
her arrival on the Web, Suzanne's fame spread abroad solely by word
of mouth.
" Suzanne was a strange child," Kay Wagner readily admits
of her daughter. Kay recalls a discussion with friends in the mid-'60s
about a book on past lives. Mrs. Wagner says she/they were "good
Catholics," and this was an unconventional, if not heretical,
subject. They speculated out loud whether the book was bunk or if
such a state existed.
Suzanne, then about four or five, entered the conversation. "She
said, 'Don't you remember your past lives?' And she proceeded to
rattle off people and places she'd been."
Mrs. Wagner, herself, is evidently a little unconventional; her
response was to order an astrological chart for her child. The astrologer
advised, "Her role in this world is to be of service. To do
that, all she has to do is open her mouth and talk."
Suzanne's
older sister also had the rudiments of this knack. "But she
was afraid of it and I wasn't," Suzanne says. "She'd sense
things, but not know what they were. She used to run from our bedroom
to Mom screaming, 'Make her make them go away!' And I'd have to
explain they're guardian angels, not ghosts, and there's a difference."
Suzanne attended
first grade at a Catholic school, but caused a commotion when she
spoke up about the angel she'd met on the school playground. "The
angel wanted to show me something in church. I followed him there.
He said our bodies are like the wax. When lit by spirit of God it
melts the wax, and death is the transition of one's body into the
air of God. We lit all the candles and were moving them onto the
altar when a nun walked in. I was sent to Mother Superior's office
to explain myself. I remember there were paddles of various sizes
on the wall. I told her about the angel, and the story about the
wax. But she said I was lying, and called my parents. I decided
I would never share these experiences again."
Suzanne
gave up angels, instead channeling her own energies into dance lessons.
Ten years later she found herself on a ledge of the Swiss Town House
Boarding School in New York City, suicidal over that day's failed
audition with the New York City Ballet. "Suddenly, the ledge
filled with angels," she says.
I asked her to describe them. "One was like blue lightning.
Another glowed and was soft and round. I realized years later, after
I'd read books about it, that they'd taken me through all the stages
of grief, till I realized that Ballanchine wasn't my reason for
living. And that's when I got off the ledge." She went to Germany
and danced with the Berlin Ballet. In 1982 she came to Utah to dance
with Ballet West.
At 21, she finally met someone else who also had "invisible
friends." Two years later, she began to hear a close friend's
angel-or guide, as she also calls them. "After a while I could
hear everybody's. When the ballet, going from Detroit to Arkansas,
almost got into a plane crash that I'd been told might occur, I
decided it was time to start paying attention. It was a 12 year
process of listening, discerning what was my ego voice and what
came from the guides."
Interview
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